Nina Fosati

Nina Fosati is an artist by inclination and a writer by misfortune. Beguiled by historic clothing and portraiture, she impulsively holds forth on her favorites @NinaFosati. Nina is also the Shorts On Survival editor for the r.kv.r.y quarterly literary journal. Recent acceptances have come from Dappled Things, Pen 2 Paper, Fictive Dream, and the West Texas Literary Review.

 

The Ruby Threads in Your Hair

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Heather agrees to spend the week between Christmas and New Year in Tennessee with Robin. They stay with Robin’s grandmother who lives in an old farmhouse without central heat or running water. Every morning they clatter down the stairs to inhale the delicious food as if they are starving. The old woman makes them biscuits and gravy for breakfast. The eggs are gathered from the auburn hens that strut in her yard.

They wash in cold water they’ve pumped from outside, run squealing through the chilly air to the outhouse. At night, they don’t bother with shoes but run barefoot in their nightgowns through the coarse grass lining the path. They shiver when they return to the house and wipe their feet on the towel hung inside the back door. They huddle under heavy quilts in Robin’s bed and talk late into the night.

In the morning, they charge out of the house ready to explore western Tennessee. They find dozens of curing sheds. A family friend lets them walk through one. The large tobacco leaves, tied together at one end, are hung over open wood rafters to dry. The leaves gradually change from green to yellow to golden-brown. The barn is humid, filled with the scent of earth and plant and musk. Heather reaches for one of the ochre sheets. Its thick, leathery texture surprises her. A fragrant tarry residue coats her fingers.

They waste a day with Robin’s older brother who dares Heather to drive his pickup, saying, “OK long legs, let’s see what you can do.”

Of course, she can drive a stick shift, just watch.

She clamors onto the high wide seat, noting it could easily hold four people. A gun-rack, loaded with rifle and shotgun, hangs behind her head. She presses back against the seat, testing if it will adjust any further, checks the mirrors and dashboard. She pushes in the clutch, puts the truck in gear, and slowly drives down the dirt track leading out of the farm. A faint cologne consisting of equal parts tobacco and alcohol hangs around Robin’s brother. Heather wonders if he prodded her into driving because he has lost his license. It doesn’t matter. She likes proving she can do it.

Next, Robin tells Heather she wants to visit her cousins. Heather chuckles because everyone she meets is some kind of cousin. The older one welcomes Robin and they head towards his bedroom. This leaves Heather alone with Tyler. He is blonde, clean-shaven, cute even, his high school graduation half a year away. He charms her with his eager innocence, his enchantment when touching her. He tells her, “She is his shimmering treasure.” They lie on the wide leather couch in the darkened living room kissing and exploring. The glow of the Christmas tree disguises them. It turns their lips into blurred shadows, their eyes darken and red-gold threads gleam in their hair.

Heather entwines her fingers in his. She whispers what she wants him to do. Her body is soft and cool beneath him. He follows her instructions. He murmurs, “You’re my first.” She has him pause, take time to feel and appreciate. He forgets himself, is aware of nothing but their joining.

Afterward, his head nestles into her shoulder and he slips into a tender slumber. His hand clasps her breast. Heather wraps her arms around his simplicity, grins. She is his Christmas angel, forever fused with the multi-colored lights. The memory of her will color his dreams and beguile his judgment. She curls a ruby twist of his hair around her finger, wonders if she will remember him.